LOST BUT NOT ALONE

Lost and alone in a world so cold never feeling like I can Live boldly as me in pain but free to not be okay each day, putting on a happy face not my own not getting help to push along, deep down inside I want to cry as I watch the whole world pass me by, wanting to scream as I lay in wait for the day of change to take place, living a lie of I'm just fine I'll get by up until the day I die, scared of never being rescued from the depths of despair but oh who cares if I can't even comb my hair, stares I get at my tired red eyes trust me I know you think I'm high, don't deny you see me as lazy and crazy, WELL TRY WALKING A DAY IN MY CHRONICALLY PAINFUL FATIGUED SHOES MAYBE YOU'D BE CRAZY TOO!!